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Hey guys

Posted by ConradB - January 6th, 2009


Sorry I was just getting tired of my other journal i am thinking about committing suicide but I don't know if I should do it? I'm just really tired of life and how it just all ends up going into a huge routine no matter what you do and that you just live To WORK theres no reason to keep going

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Well, that is the selfish way to go. If you don't care about anyone else, and are positive that no one else cares about you. Just think before you act. You might find something worth living for. If it is how your life seems like a routine, try to get out of that rut and do something different. I don't know, my only advice is just to think things through. I'm not here to stop you.

Have a nice day.

There's no one that cares about me really, I have no friends and my parents hate me thats why I moved away from them but even then all life seems to be is doomed to work continuously for the end of your days and never really achieve anything

That depends on how hard you try to get out of the endless loop of continuous work. Few people can achieve great things, and even fewer can achieve great things without exerting much effort.

yo, dont ya go and do that! waaat,you crazy? wheres killin youself gonna get you? nowhere except hell. in dark times like deees, you can always turn to religion. there must be some people that love you. i mean, your parents cant really HATE you. come on. as for no friends......hell.....i will be your friend. my last advice to give ya is to look at the positives, change your outlook on life, and as long as u love yourself nothin should go wrong.please,if ya dont kill yourself for anyone else,do it fer me.

Yes my parents hate me, some days I would go without food or water because my parents refused to give me anything. They've tried to put me into an asylum multiple times but I've gotten out thanks to the checks

You can't give up that easily, your only 17 years old, even though you don't have that many friends and you've been having a really rough time, Its probably very difficult having to deal with a job while everyone else is out doing there own thing, (this is just my assumption since you said to the other guy you've moved out of your parents house), but still you should at least keep going for another year or two, you never know if something positive may come around. Do you have anyone to help/talk to you at all?

I don't have anyone to talk to, mainly because I'm afraid to lose what friends I have due to "being emo".

oh shit....thats bad. but hey, your only 17 man. u really shouldnt think this way. you still got your whole life ahead of ya. dont give up now. i mean,look at me. im 19,my girlfriend broke up wif meh yesterday(g2g update me myspace lol), i got a crappy job, and now i gotta study ALOT(dont ask why im here). but have i given up? nope. just stay positive

Why so emo?

shut up squidly! hey, just came by to say you van pm me if you just need someone to talk to

hello?

hello?

im not stoppin till ya answer me

HELLLLLOOOOOO????

Uhh hey?

Seems like you've reached a dead end. Life no longer seems worth living because the suffering is so great and it seems to be going nowhere. So should you just quit? I don't think so. First the idea that your life is like a routine can be fixed easily by simply taking some risks and being more bold. It can be doing something simple like changing your wardrobe to standing up to others. You may think this is pointless but if you think about it what do you have to lose? Nothing because since your at rock bottom you can only gain more from life.

And about the suffering, like the bad parents, no friends etc, you have to remember that suffering can build character. Many people have suffered much more than you have, Beethoven for instance (read up on him if you get the chance), but their suffering helped make them became who they were. Sure you may never become a great, who knows maybe you will, but you gain strength. The more BS you go through in life, the more you learn how to deal with other problems.

How is taking shit from others going to help me deal with other problems? Don't you think that the past 17 years has been enough suffering when is my life finally going to turn around >: [

Sounds like me in my first 2 years of college. Nothing to do, the crap I had to deal with other people, and being alone really put me into a depression. Sometimes I wouldn't eat cuz it was just that bad. What really made me from kicking the bucket was making a list of what I like to do or atleast write down something that distracts oneself of thinking to jump out the window. I'm still having second thoughts but it isn't so bad anymore. Let me know how it goes.

Hope to see you again. If not I guess I'll see you on the other side shortly :/

If I commit suicide I'll be sure to send you a SPIRITUAL message because I want to be a ghost when I die so I can fuck around with people

ConradB said: "How is taking shit from others going to help me deal with other problems?"

Well simple, the problems in your past help you build tougher skin. You get experience. The person who has had experience dealing with past problems will have no problem when dealing with issues in the future. When did I ever tell you to TAKE shit from others? I said that BS will come to you in life but don't ever just stand there and take it. Be strong minded and stand up for yourself.

ConradB: "Don't you think that the past 17 years has been enough suffering"
Stop viewing suffering as if it is something that can only bring about bad results. You should look at all the suffering you go through in life as a challenge. Challenges in life must be hard and difficult to go through by definition. But what you get out of these challenges is the knowledge that you can endure it. No one become strong minded by going through life easy and without suffering. Strength comes from trials and tribulations.

ConradB: "when is my life finally going to turn around >: ["
That is your decision not mine

you really should consider the facts me and the rest of these people have given you. but still, in the end, it IS up to you. if i was you, i would really try to listen to the advice, STOP tryin to make arguments, and MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION!!!! all this is is that your gion throgh somethin most everyone goes throgh, just takin it the wrong way. all these people are givin you some real good advice that you should take.

Everyone goes through what I've gone thorough? I really doubt that

u know what......i dont care anymore. go fuck yourself. go ahead and do it. in the end youll either chicken out or remember what we have said. why the hell would you even post somethin like this on the web? why do you want our advice? WHY THE FUCK WONT U GET SOME PROFESSIONAL HELP INSTEAD OF ASKING SOME SICK FUCKS WHO ARE ON THE WEB?

Uhh ok dude whateverrrrrr sounnds like SOMEONe woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning =w=

haha!i was right! u aint gonna do it!haha! i always win! muahahahahaha!!now...if ull excuse me..... i gotaa go...do something....over there!

;w;

lets put a smile on your face

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Now I wanna die more thanks

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